February 23rd, 2006
|10:43 am - Unemployed...|
Why do they say you're being "let go"? I didn't WANT to go. Why don't they just say fired? Is it because it sounds better? Well it doesn't. Not to the person being "let go" it doesn't.
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Cloud Cult - Living On The Outside Of You Skin
January 4th, 2006
|03:46 am - Brian...|
I must admist I was charmed by your advances... your advantage left me helplessly into you...
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Radiohead - 2 + 2 = 5
January 1st, 2006
|12:57 am - Aidan Lennox...|
Edited – The other night I was watching Hitch with Jack and there were all these fucking cliché lines and bullshit romantic scenes and Jack was looking at me as if he wondered where all this bitterness had come from. And I said what I always say that I have the perfect man (Aidan) because he loves me unconditionally and he doesn't talk and for some reason unbeknownst to me I added he also doesn't have opposable thumbs and he can't reach door knobs so he can't leave me. It's true for all those reasons that Aidan is in fact the perfect man in my eyes. I kissed him at midnight tonight and he kissed me back (licked me back). All other men in my life – those who gave me life, raised me, and then those I've dated have left me stranded for no reasons that I can see. I fear I've become one of those freaks who can never love anyone.
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: Damien Rice - Volcanoes
December 19th, 2005
|02:56 pm - Peel Away At My Life Again...|
You will be the death of me...Yes you...
Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay
December 18th, 2005
|09:16 pm - There's Shit Everywhere...|
I haven't cleaned my room in two months I was depressed then I was in the hospital and I've been out for a month but once I got home I was so tired I didn't care and now I'm so busy I don't have time – Aidan has been in his cage for most of this but I've been letting him out recently and now he's retaliated There is this mountain of laundry in my room which he loves to climb and burrow in which is fine And I have had to wash this but now I NEED to was it Apparently instead of climbing a mountain and placing a flag at the top if you're a fussy bunny you just piss on it It's a good thing he's so cute or he'd be mittens right now
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: Hop Jingle Hop Jingle (The Man's Got Himself A Bell!!)
December 14th, 2005
|06:51 pm - I Live Like A Hermit In My Own Head...|
Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole, just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: The West Wing - Han
December 11th, 2005
|03:36 am - New Words...|
I'm back with scars to show...Back with the streets I know will never take me anywhere but here
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Rufus Wainwright - Foolish Love
December 10th, 2005
|03:42 am - The Good Seems Fucking Cheap...|
I'm not happy....But I'm funny...
What does that get me?!?
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Iron & Wine - Promise What You Will
|12:24 am - Wesener...|
I've got nothing to give him, except everything
Current Mood: Work Sucked
Current Music: Pocket Books - Folly
December 8th, 2005
|08:04 pm - Some Crushes Never Go Away|
I was in East Lansing and I text Wesener (former TA) to see if he wanted to get together, or if he was busy. His response "Not too busy for you" That is the sweetest thing I have heard from a man in such a long time. And while it made me melt, this little revelation about my past with men makes my heart break.
Current Mood: odd
Current Music: Aimee Mann - You Could Make A Killing